Bloom Infinity came about a realisation that I wanted to share myself to the world.
I rejoice since childhood to bring my enthusiasm and joy to the world. To shine, express and play for catching the attention of others to exchange in joy. In other words, I love having attention.
But with this blatant innocence and time, this need attracted many obstacles and frictions with my environment.
I was tampered by authorities, lack of self-confidence and self judgements. This need did not coincide with many peers, let alone the beliefs and trauma’s of others.
Still, I was deeply stubborn with it, and slowly grew a twist in it … There came the idea of compromising my body for need:
‘In order to get the attention you need to look like this’.
Or the idea of compromising my joy for the attention because sometimes you even forget why you search it.
Or the idea that I lack trust in my spontaneity:
‘I don’t like you’(I didn’t know that liking doesn’t mean loving).
Or to disrespect the feelings of others because your needs could not be met:
’I don’t feel heard, go away’.
These events can really make you go nuts, and by following a logic you could think that you always have to be different than you are in order to get what you want.
Nevertheless the support I had(and still have) in growing up is endless. And by looking back, I could connect certain dots that made sense to this dis-ease. Like my mentor would say after graduation: ‘Now you can stop working so hard and let the qualities you already have flourish!’.
My mom would say: The ‘joy in your childhood is covered with clouds’
Or I would hear: ‘I think it is time to bloom’
And even a girlfriend told me that it would help me to work with flowers…
So after several attempts, I gradually decided to stop sabotaging myself for others and allowed more consciously to flourish, expand and bloom.
It started with a big shift from stopping my day-to-day job as a dancer. I missed physical contact with the people. I decided discovering new avenues of what I was curious about: gardening, massaging, teaching, working in public spaces and even garbage collector.
I was passionate at setting up a website, a home massage saloon or to collaborate in amazing projects. But I wasn’t ready yet.
Gradually some idea’s started to take ground, some passions got the ball rolling and with time these habits were kept as revealing to me healthy measures. These healthy measures were obviously to me solid tools and were as well my foundations to explore life in a clear, clean, and exciting way. One of these habits was using essential oils.
With time, I figured how to manage these treasures, to share them in a more openly manner. The wish to share was strongly aligned with my aspirations.
That is why, my passion for essential oils has driven me to start a new website, to share this amazing gift which is too often overlooked and under-estimated. While exposing simultaneously other skills, I offer my help and knowledge for those in need.
My website ‘Bloom Infinity’ comes as a commitment to allow myself to embody, promote and bloom my qualities in a beautiful, sweet and colourful flower.
